Thursday, February 14, 2008
THIS IS MY PINKY ROSE!!!

I think it looks fabulous n sweet...n I mean him too!
Mmm..though it is juz a small bouquet of flowers, but i see a 'bouquet of love'.
Perhaps, it's because he is not more of e romantic type, so, I do feel very touched by his small, simple, cute little act (: It's been a year n one month since we first started dating... ...not counted as short, but not that long either. And, sometimes, I do still get into confusion about his likes n dislikes, habits n etc..so? I personally dun view it as much of a problem, cos what it really takes to hold 2 lovers together, is simply much more than that.
And I think, the most crucial factor, is LOVE.
Maybe, during certain stages in life, many people might have choosen to place money, status, education level n others before love. And I know there's no right n wrong.
But, again, what is it that really bring 2 hearts together, n have them beat together as one?
I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:04 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008

This is my 2nd Valentine's with him...n this is what I have self-handmade.
Note: But yet, this is the first time I've made a Valentine's Day card 4 him..dun ask me why, cos i also dunno why(: hehe...
Erm, though e process of making this card did not take up alot of my time, but it did kill tons n tons of millions of my brain cells to come up with e idea.
So, it still means that I'm very sincere in making it for my dear...hope he will like it. By the way, I wish that everyone in this world, will have an everlasting romance with e one whom he/she loved. MAY THIS WISH OF MY, BLESS ME TOO!!!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:32 AM

Ah~I'm so happy!!!
He actually bought me a bouquet of flowers( pink rose) n a bottle of perfume...but then...I was so careless that I actually spoil e cap n ruin e whole thing!
STUPID, STUPID, STUPID!!!
I knew it was useless to say anything, but, i felt sooo...GUILTY.
Cos at that moment, I could actually feel the great disappointment in him... ...babe, I'm so sorry...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:32 AM
Monday, February 4, 2008
This morning, I felt so blue...cos my friend whom has actually promised to meet up with me, did not appear...she said she has mistaken our date with her dental appointment. ( supposingly to be on Wed, but she told me it's on Mon) At that moment, it was juz purely rage n sadness that has flooded my mind! A feeling of being cheated...a feeling of being...
I knew, maybe, it was really an unintentional act. So, i think, subconciously, i have ard forgiven her. But in e end, she got a scolding from my mum.
I felt so BAD!!!
When i heard her apology thr e phone, my heart actually aches...but i chose not to reply her in e call. Cos i really didn't noe wat to do...
Actually, in fact, i can prevent her from getting e scolding, but...
Dear friend, I'm SORRY.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:21 AM
Saturday, February 2, 2008
mmm...it's rainning again...
today, i've juz read jiun chyii's blog, n i really hav to admit it's very touching!
Indeed, if one line can change a story, why not we juz left it be unsaid..many a times, i always insist on saying hurtful things to my boyfriend...n he gets so hurt in e end...):
And i cry.
Perhaps, i was then too wilful n oblivious to his feelings.
Baby, I'M SORRY!!!
Sometimes, i really can't imagine where i will be if he hasn't stepped into my life, left helpless n cry. Maybe, crying has become a habit of my, n i'm addicted to it. I really just don't know WHY?!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:14 PM